Day 3: what happened?
2025/03/11
I know what you are lillith. This site is gay and retarded but so am i (coolmoji). like damn my health is dogshit but im also doing so financially and academically okay? maybe the axises are fundamentally different and independent? and for the most part, my health depends on me chatting w da bois, and my girls. da girls? OWN WOMEN THEY ARE PROPERTY? my fellaz. japaneze hasn't been on my agenda the last few weeks that sucks? NOONONO. heres the real realisation is like, i want to do what i want to do. shoulding about it is retarded, you aren't gonna change it unless the enviornment or person is different. so like, do some habits and stuff that make me either find clarity to do that thing or make it like easier to do and more gamified to do. I watched a video on elon musks learning methods and its one to one what my opinions are on the subject. not having negative pressure to do something stupid like math or unrelated trash that i don't care about is when my mental issues and shit just get bigger and bigger. like, even stuff like health shouldn't be that way. just be around people who are going to the gym and you're more likely to go to the gym. thats the only real like, proven way to do it lol. its 見学 not just the skills but the habits and mindset that gets adopted.
more about what i did though i talked to people alot "today", it was like my super fucking vulnerable moment OMG. so slay. I talked so so much but then the next day i didn't talk at ALL!! grrrrrrrrrrr. well anyways, heres my clarity shaboingaboing
ps: boobies heheheheh
