Day 34: day one.
2025/03/30
OKAY. making websites, webdev, TECH SHIT. I am becoming good at. JAPANESE, speaking fluently, persuasively and smoothly: I am becoming good at. Nothing much else matters, everything goes into this, everything else is just empty chill time from these 2. NOW is acing my degree, and doing nothing but japanese outside of that, and chilling in a japanese environment. never forget the dream. never forget the dream. i am amazing. i am cool. i am worthy. i am loved. i am respected. lets FUCKING GO.. project description and method description?? my own project manager baybayyyyyy oooo mama;;;;;; okay some self oaths: do not admit this or say this to anyone other than this blog and my own notes type shit. surround myself with NO ONE who is NGMI. MAKE IT. THATS THE ONLY THING. BEING HEALTHY AND CROSSING FINISHING LINES IS WHAT THAT IS BE CLEARRRRRRR. FROM TODAY UNTIL DAY 475 I WILL ONLY DO JAPANESE, ONLY ENGLISH FOR SCHOOL/WORK/NECESSITIES. GET DEGREE, MAKE PORTFOLIO, SPEAK AND WRITE JAPANESE ALL FUCKING DAY. DO NOT BE ALONE, DON'T DO SHIT ALONE. AHHHHHH I AM UNSTOPPABLE FUCK YOU I WILL GO TO THE GYM I WILL MAKE SHITTY SMALL TALK I WILL DO THIS I AM ALREADY DOING THIS I AM OBVIOUSLY DOING THIS I AM ENTITLED AND EARNING THIS RIGHT FUCKING NOW ITS IMPOSSIBLE FOR THIS NOT TO HAPPEN. this is what caused this manic clarity moment: https://youtu.be/7zL2utDkJAM?feature=shared